Why I wrote

Every now and then someone who at some point and time read these blogs i use to write mentions them and how i use to be passionate about them. Not necessarily any good at it but definitely passionate. This much is true. I did write with a passion and tenacity which you tend to find an youth. When i wrote I wrote with a sense of urgency as though if not writing a thought down could result in it being lost forever. (AND I'M NOT EVEN A BLONDE!!!) As a living person we all like to feel good right? Can i assume that much? My way of feeling good was to eat from the tree of knowledge and be a good person because of it. If i can cause myself to think about something that i might not have thought of before because of some idea that led to another through my thought process, I might not have learn a valuable thing. A kind of a "blink and you'll miss it". So I wrote it out here as to never lose that thought at that moment and time. To Preserve it on the web for as long as I'm here, as long as the Internets around, as long as mankind is. Maybe someday I can look back at what i work and feel all kinds of emotions. Feel proud above all those emotions. I have been nothing but honest and fearless in what i wrote and that is something we all deserve from each other. We can fool others and worst of all ourselves by giving the popular opinion as a pose to the important one. Serving a greater injustice to all. These have been thought in my head that never got shared with people for whatever reason. When people bring up these blogs I get a feeling of sadness and wonder why I don't write anymore. I gave it up. For what? What answer can I honestly give myself? No time? Bullshit. I can always make time. I got scared. I'm not a good speller or story teller and I began to doubt if I could write any good. Trying to always write a bigger and better blog is always gonna leave you everywhere but where you want to. Write one that was better than the one before. In the end all I did when I wrote these blogs and what i try to continue to do in life is I tried to be the best that i could be which would intern help create a better world. Planting a seed that could possibly flourish into a garden of good. "I want you to be everything that's you, deep at the center of your being."